Bad JPJ test!!!

wake up at 5am..usualy i cnt eat at tat early bt i go eat sweet..make me vomit..tutor arrive my home at 5.40am..at tat time, the sun havent come out..1st time i drive in the dark..then go fetch a boy at kolombong..tutor say let him try drive ask me 2 sit at the back..he drive very slow..macam only hv 10km/j..tutor keep ask him tekan minyak..arrive skul, tutor let him practise 1st..he go take the mineral water 4 JPJ 4 us 2 drink..he say 'early bird hv worm 2 eat'..haha..tat boy seem worst than me bt at last, he pass the test and i fail..very swt..i gt no.44..tats very far..we wait at the bus stop to wait for our turn 2 test naik bukit..i wanna hangus oled..the sun very hot..my ear very pain can feel it become red oled..3-4 ppl infront of me fail at bukit..i very scare..when my turn, i very nervous..the cluth gt a bit problem..very loose..i oled tekan minyak and let go the cluth..i let go many bt stil nt enough..dunno hw..then i jz try my luck..i put down the brake..then the car fall down..i baru fall down then the examiner terus smile till very happy and ask me to stop..shit la..i realy wanna try agn bt thr is no 2nd chance..i terus feel very down and very dissapointed..i wait for tis test wait 4 a month..then it jz a few second and everything...(don noe hw to mention)...i taught i fail everything..when i call tutor, he say stil hv a test..tats drive at road..i taught if fail 1 then fail everything..swt..when my turn to test drive at road, i oled check all the things..bt the examiner didnt saw me check mirror..he ask me y didnt check back mirror n side mirror..swt..he didnt pay attention..the siren light very loud and hv open malay song..make me cnt hear the sound when tats the time 2 chg gear..i taught gear 3 can drive til 40km/j...cz usualy i hear the sound..i nt so know which gear can drive til hw many km/j..i very sad..my heartbroken..angry 2 myself..dissapointed..both of my sis pun pass at the 1st time bt y i cnt..nw nid 2 retake..nid wait til april..aiz..nid wait agn..hope the nex test is nex week..1 april..i cnt wait anymore..hope tis time realy can pass..nid to pay RM110 for the retake test..so expensive..hope dad wil help me pay..nw i gt a bit 'kung ju zhen' for jpj test oled..i wanna give up bt i hv 2 face it...i nt dare 2 face it cz i scare fail..if fail nid 2 pay 4 another RM110..i'm broke..i only hv problem at bukit..i don hv confident..i nid 2 be brave and strong..2day i 1st time go institusi sinaran..

free practice..my tutor is a nice man

2day 11.30am, tutor call..i noe he'll call me cz he'll tell me wat time he come fetch me 2mr..bt he nt call me 4 tat..he call and say wanna bring me go practice..wa..so gud..at tat time, i havent eat anything..my stomach is empty bt i nt hungry at all..i don wan go practise with a empty stomach so i go eat a bread..eat til i muntah..no appetite at all..i force myself 2 finish it..he ask me go ESSO 1st cz he wan isi minyak..baru i noe tat viva no button to open isi minyak cover inside the car..i don noe hw he open it..may b push it or wat..cham lo..i 4gt some step..i 4gt step the cluth when chg gear, i 4gt 2 put down the brake when drive the car..1st time i make the 'ngitttt' sound at the bukit thr.. usualy i always heard ppl do tat bt tis is my 1st time..then i 1st time the car no cukup energy at road thr..thr gt a bit naik bukit..so the car nt enough energy and the car stop..the meter run til full and i gt scare..my tutor oso nervous..luckily the car at my back didnt langgar us..i learn 2 hours.. when go, gt a lorry infront of us..very slow..cz thr is a bukit road, so i cnt potong the lorry..very very slow..we 'you cha ho' at thr..haha..when home, the tsung tsin skul finish skul lagi..traffic jam lagi..jam very long..almost 5 mins baru run a bit..2mr he come fetch me at 5.30am..long time no wake up so early..gt go bek to secondary skul de feel..he say he scare he cnt wake up at 5am..haha..he ask me 2 sleep early..i never sleep early..haha..he say tis time,all the examiner jz finish training..all are young ppl..so, they nt tat strict..easy 2 pass..hope i'll pass easily without doing any wrong..^^

a late post for yesterday

yesterday, dad bring me go ATI to get information about diploma in business and tourism studies. they say if pay the fee a month before the course start, can gt 10% discount..the start frm 24-5-10.. i stil hv time 2 think abt it..bt wil time fly very fas..after buy some snacks, we go help my dora 'gugu' move office at karamunsing capital..when we arrive thr, only 1 of her assistant at thr..the office much more bigger than the old 1..hav 3 rooms, 1 conference room,2 toilets ( 1 hv hot water,can bath at thr), a kitchen and a store..wa..tis office can become a hse oled..haha..we wait very long, my 'gu zhang' baru come..bt the new furniture and all the stuff stil havent arrive..aiz nid 2 wait agn..i helping to open the tali tat use to tie the file,when i wanna wake up and susun the files into the cupboard, i terlanggar another cupboard..very pain..nw hv 2 long scars at my back..havent recover yet..when 1pm, my gugu bring us go 'Puteri Hang Li Po' to hv lunch..tats a chinese-muslim-thai restaurant..when they saw we almost finish our rice or drinks, they'll automatic help us refill..its free to refill..tats gud..bt the chef gv wrong dish to us..all the dish tat spicy realy very spicy..the asam fish is spicy and they put chili padi in the mango chicken dish..very hot n spicy..when finish eat, we ask for the fruits and bill..after we finish eat the fruits, the bill havent come..wait so long..then we go 1st and let my 'gu zhang' wait for the bill..then me n dad go kolombong Giant..they didnt open air-con..very hot..we saw the tampon only RM9.89 for 2 packs at newspaper..so we buy it..bt when pay,they didnt gv discount..then we go ask..they oso don noe..they wanna claim bek the money 2 use..then one of them say the pic at newspaper the 'soft care' words is big bt the 1 we buy, the word is smaller.. then she say we can return bek and they gv bek us RM16..then go servay..buy pizza..^^..at night, eat green japan noodles with prawn wun tun..yummy^^

1st n las day of work

morning, dad sent mom to klinik 1st then send me to 'lian lee'..walaowe..the smoke are very bad.. after my mom gt down frm car, i chg to front seat..walao..only open door awhile, oled make the car bau smoke..everywhr oso blur blur..feel like at paradise..cz the smoke make it look cloudy..arrive thr, they baru ask me gt bring container or nt cz they hv free lunch bt nid 2 use our own container. luckily the office hv extra container..is the boss punya..very boring cz nt much thing tat i can do.. 2day only learn 2 use cashier counter..i like to become a cashier cz its fun..WA!! i noe tis office earn many money bt i don noe is tat much in only a day..2day eat lunch at 10am..wa..so early..when afternoon, all the workers very hungry and find biscuit 2 eat..when 3pm, the boss gt belanja red kuih frm kudat for us 2 eat..bt i don like 2 eat tat..the boss keep ask me to eat..hv a client say jz nw when he come, he almost terlibat in a 8 cars accident..he said tat place too many smoke till cnt see the road..even the line or gt car in front oso cnt see..only can see the small light of the car..i don like work at thr..cz gt a lots of kimia names and nid to noe hw to use it..thr r many and the names are long..every1 in thr very friendly..even the boss oso..then i ride bus home..the road very hard 2 cross cz all the cars very fas..when at bus, i saw my shoes full with dust..i jz 1st day whr..my shoe is black & getah type..so, can see very cleary..arrive home, i quickly ask my mom call my boss..cz i don wan work at thr..i 2mr don wan go oled..bt my mom don wan help me call..she wan me 2 call myself..i beg her till i cry..bt she don wan help me.. then she say ask my dad 2 call cz my dad more close with my boss..then finaly my dad come home..i ask my dad help me call bt he keep ask me continue work..don wan help me call..my beg them many times and cry many times bt they stil don wan 2 help me..it goin late oled..i scare my boss wan to sleep oled..then i beg them agn..bt they stil don wan 2 help me..then i cry and angry.. i explode..i scold very loud and go to my room and shut the door very kuat..i very angry..cz if my sis hv anything, they will help my sis 2 call..bt everytime when i hv any problem, they don help me..very unfair..then i force myself to stop cry and continue watch my pps..after 10mins, my dad come to my room and ask me to call my boss and he'll help me to say..when call, my boss nt at home..is their son pick up the phone..their son very liang zai..wear formal at work..he is very friendly and rich lagi..look smart..wat a perfect guy he is..haha..my dad told him i wanna quit job and wont go work anymore..don noe he gt tell my boss when they home la..my stomach nt feeling so well..after drink ENO, better oled..at work, i very sleepy..at home, i very tired..

Bad news!!

tis morning, dad suddenly wake me up at 6.30am like..then he gv me RM150 for the jpj test..very swt..y cnt he gv me tonite..after tat i suddenly wake up at 11am..usually didnt wake up tat early.. then go downstair saw mom didnt jemur baju..so i go jemur..the sun is very hot..i feel like wanna faint..then go on9..suddenly 'tai yi' call..she wan me to call 'lian lee' boss..she wan me to work at thr cz 'lian lee' ask me many times le..i don wan work at thr cz bau baja..bt i scare if i reject, my 'taiyi' will scold me..she wan me call the boss immediately..so i call..the boss wan me go work 2mr immediately..they open door at 7am..she ask me arrive thr at 7.30am..wa..so early..when i ask hw much salary i'll gt, she say don noe n she ask me hw much i wan..i say hw much oso can..she say see 1st, cukup makan la..nw i still don noe is hw much..i 4gt tat 2mr hv jpj test..so,i call bek n tell her i cnt go 2mr, friday baru go.. then, 3.59pm..my tutor suddenly call..i taught he call to comfirm the time cz he promise will call me today..manatau, he say ''aiya..BAD news'' oo..i terus feel very down.. he say my jpj test postpone agn..chg to 26-3-10..i terus 'HA!!' and lolled down frm the chair..i very angry cz postpone many times oled..he say gt 17 student is on the postpone list..and all his student is on the list..he very pening kepala and whole body no energy when he call me.. i everything oled ready and plan..nw??..aizz..i even quickly go buy a new shoes cz of 2mr jpj test.. if i noe early, i no nid so fas 2 buy tat shoe..can choose the shoes i like slowly..i wait my mom come home and help me call the boss tat i'll go work 2mr cz i nt dare to call the boss anymore..2mr 1st day of work.. hope i can handle it and wont b tough or boring..heard tat thr hv CCTV..yerr..sure nt comfortable..feel like hv ppl watching me all the time..

something new

2day is white valentine n my mom birthday..go karamunsing eat after church..when i talking while eating, mom saw gt the green sponge use to wash plate in my 'sa bao ee mian'..eeewww.. disgusting..after tat, go buy my new shoes..finaly buy it..wanna buy it very long time ago..bt tis is nt the type tat i wan..nvm la..at least hv shoe to wear..the 1st time i wear will b on my jpj test..i mz buy it 2day bcz of jpj test..the shoe tat i usualy wear when drive broke oled..my others shoe cnt wear when drive..on the way go upstair to signiture, saw willie and kelson..willie jz look at me n kelson 'ui' me..then we go signiture to buy new shirts for my cousin,Ting Ting new born baby girl.. buy almost RM100 for the shirts..at night, dora gugu call and say wanna go my hse ltr..then she ask me eat oled or nt..i say havent eat cz mom didnt cook..after 10 minits, she call bek and say bring us go outside eat..she spend..we go to nancy gugu workplace to eat..its a china-muslim shop..all the cook is come china n is halal punya..the lamb meat taste like satay..the soup yummy..we cnt guess is made frm wat ingredient..very amazing..the eggplant very special..and gt a vege very crispy..don noe is wat ingredient oso..and tis is my 1st time to drink peppermint chinese tea..all the foods I 1st time eat and never seen b4..then go Q gung hse..gt chocolate eat..^^..2nite very tired..tired til my head gt a bit hot..tis few days, i everyday wake up at 9am except yesterday is 11am..make me very tired..cz i biasa everyday wake around 1.30pm n sometimes 2pm

xiao bai, welcome 2 my hse

2day go TARC to see which course i wanna study..the tourism only for certificate..nex year baru hv diploma..very swt..the business looks hard..nw my parents say wanna go gaya street tat skul ask..i realy suite study for tourism?? i don noe..all of them wan me to study tourism..hmm.. afternoon, bobo call..she say wanna send the dog to my hse..finally..i taught she 'bu she de'..she say jz nw the dog scratch her brother,scare her mom scold..so,fas fas gv me..the dog is big n cute..only 1 year old oled tat big..is a boy..after we open his collar, we jz let him stay at living room cz both of my dog keep bark to him..he scare till pee..he go to the front door..my hse front door is made by metal..look like net..the hole very small and he is very big..suddenly i heard gt some sound..so i go n see..at tat time,he oled climb out throught the small hole..walaowe..tats impossible..we quickly open the door n chase him..i chase him in the middle of the road with my dad big slipper..luckily tat time no cars on road..usually many cars..he run very very fas..then he run into the neighbourhood..i chase at the back..after turn right,he oled dissapear..wa..so fas..then we ask the neighbourhood ppl..they told us run futher oled..we search for awhile, he run back..then i chase him..many times he run away through my side bt i cnt him..at last, he run back to our hse and i quickly close the gate..tats make me tired cz i long time no exercise oled..macam a old man body..he don wan go out to the backyard cz my two dogs at thr n keep bark to him..then we let my small dog come in..let them be friend 1st..he keep pee to the ice-box..then we clean it,after we clean it, my dog pee to the ice-box agn..like tis pee many times..make me n my mom clean to sot..the rubbish bin full with tissue because of their pee..make us more tired..at 6.30pm, i cnt tahan anymore..too tired..then i sleep till 8pm..tired till headache..hehe..my sis bring bobo to my hse, mom bring wong wong and nw, i bring xiao bai..haha..2mr mz buy new shoes..if nt, i don hv shoe tat suit to drive n to go for my jpj..my other shoes nt suit 4 driving

stress n tired

mom n sis force me to choose wat subject tat i wanna study agn..i realy don hv any ideas..pls don force me..i oled force myself very hard to choose it oled..don gv me more stress..don jz at thr keep say will throw me to study become teacher..i don like to become a teacher..then oso don force me go study tourism..i hate history..study tour guide nid to study many history..las time keep force me study accout cz i say i wanna study a course tat easy to find job n gud salary..bt mom seem 2 chg her mind cz my sis say it'll b very hard for me cz i didnt study acc in form 4 n 5..y must me choose teacher n tour guide leh..i nt interest in tis 2 job..don hv others suggest?? then shut up la..no nid everyday force me..then my relative oso..keep ask..i oled say i wan study bt stil havent decide study wat course bt they stil wanna ask i study wat course..git si ngai..althought i everyday stay at home sleep n on9, bt i feel very stress..i noe i hv to face it bt my mind is blank..i don noe hw..cnt see my future..everytime my mom ask, i will go upstair..tis few day, when mom come bek frm work, i sengaja don go downstair cz i very scare she'll ask me agn..u all can suggest..i very welcome..bt plz don force me to decide..i tink i'll cincai pick a course..don care my sis say very difficult..jz pick it..i wanna gt out of tis topic fas fas..hate those feeling..and 1 more,i very scare i gt the worst spm result than both of my cousin..cz i'm the smartest among them..1 study in tamparuli..low standard a bit and another 1 nt so gud in study bt keep tuition..she hv many tuition..so i should gt better result among them..if i lose, realy very shame..every1 tink i gud in study among them..always compare our result since UPSR..and i'm the no.1..if fall,very very shame..no face

takin SPM result day

2day takin spm result..kah oi say fetch me go..wait til 10.30am she baru come..i gt shock..her fren tat fetch us is Brandon Yong..when arrive skul, we go kopitiam near skul 2 meet shang leng them..they say 12pm baru can take..very swt..then i order a 'git zai ping'..the others oled pay for their drinks bt me n kah oi havent pay..then the tauke come n ask we pay oled or nt..kah oi say pay oled..then i diam diam at thr..hehe..drink 'ba wang sui'..after tat yvonne n maxine come 2 the kopitiam..the auntie sit nex table very weird..put many salt n sugar in to her drink..suddenly 'tai yi' call..nt dare to answer her call..everytime me or my sis take upsr,pmr n spm result, she is the earliest to call n ask 4 the result..bt tat time i havent gt my result..she say will gv me RM1000 if gt 'A'..she wan me call her after tat result..then saw bobo..she say can take result oled..at tat time is 11.30am..she say her dog in her car..she say wanna gv me..yesterday i tell her i'll go her hse take 2nite..bt when i ask her 2day, she say will call me tis afternoon..at last, she no call..mom say may b she nt 'sampai hati' 2 gv away her dog..then i didnt call her..jz let it b..after tat go hall take result..when i wait for my turn 2 take my result, chen yen come n kacau me..keep say at my ear tat i'm very nervous nw,hand start shaking, bla bla bla..when i gt my result, very dissapointed..no 'A'..thr r 3 'A' bt i 1 oso didnt gt it..i gt 3B , 5C n 2D..i gt many C+..i tink i make pn.lo dissapointed..when she saw my math only gt C+, she shock..i no face 2 see her..feel very sory..when saw pn.lo,i gt shock cz she pregnant n macam gt 5 or 6 month oled..she say my result can apply for any course cz i pass all sub..christable pdg gt 'A'..pn.dzuhana gv her RM20 to buy kfc..other teacher say no one gt 'A' in pdg since many years ago..then saw pn.hazel..she nt believe me tat i only gt C in my bm..then she 'an wei' me..then teacher christine leong come to the hall..she say she always saw me on facebook..i quite shock cz i never saw her on9..she say she only see bt nt ply..then accompany kah oi go find pn.yue at office..suddenly i heard principal shout:'YES, we gt NO.1,we beat lok yuk' after tat,she saw me,she gt shock,then terus shut the door n laugh with ketua bidang inside the room..after tat, pn.azian come out frm the room..i told her tat i gt B for my english..she very happy n keep shake hand with me..gt my magazine..bt nt funny than b4..jz a simple magazine..every year punya magazine hv many funny words n exciting..gt a bit dissapointed..my pic in the magazine very long n big..so ugly..dad come fetch me home..^^..arrive home,sis call,she say if i gt 1 'A', she'll gv me RM200..i lost the chance 2 gt RM1200 2day..my ears very tired on phones..2mr nid go wake up early 2 go shop near my hse n buy newspaper..i wanna she the spm result..i very dissapointed on myself..very tired 2day..i hv made every1 include myself dissapoint..i hate me..actualy i can do much much more better..i very hate myself when saw others ppl macam very easy gt 'A'..saw tv news..those stydent show their result..straight 'A' n most of them is 'A+'.....grrr

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wake up at 10am..sleep bek..when wake up agn, almost 2pm oled..shock me..eat ice-cream made by 'sprite'..chat with su sen..long time no chat with her oled..she wan go kl take cert..so gud..my finger n toe chg skin..jz nw when type tis blog, suddenly no electric..black black..me alone at living room..scare scare..vey dark..on the way goin upstair take emergency light..bt only walk till the stair, the electricity come bek..very swt..nid me help dad re-open the air-con and re-type tis blog..

finaly

tis morning wake up at 11.30am..usually wake up at 1.30-2.00pm..then go jemur baju..after tat i call my tutor..oled 2 days le..he didnt reply my msg..i tink he 4gt agn..so, i call him..he say he teaching student nw..he'll call ltr..he always promise me tat he'll call ltr bt at last, i wait very long he didnt call me..at 5.50pm like tat, mom call me go hit mosquito..she spray the whole kitchen and my grandma room with Ridsect.. after tat all the mosquito come out..WA!! so many..macam bee..me and my mom kutip all the mosquito bt too many..then my mom go sweep them with broom..when sweep,the mosquito blood make the floor dirty..at 8pm, i sms my tutor ask when is the jpj test and finally he call me..he say nex monday..8-3-10..finally confirm the date le..wait so long..b4 CNY wait till nw..he say pick me up at 6am..WA!! agn so early..las time QTI is 6.30am..nw more early..hope he wont 4gt 2 pick me up..very scare he 4gt agn..he always 4gt things