stress n tired

mom n sis force me to choose wat subject tat i wanna study agn..i realy don hv any ideas..pls don force me..i oled force myself very hard to choose it oled..don gv me more stress..don jz at thr keep say will throw me to study become teacher..i don like to become a teacher..then oso don force me go study tourism..i hate history..study tour guide nid to study many history..las time keep force me study accout cz i say i wanna study a course tat easy to find job n gud salary..bt mom seem 2 chg her mind cz my sis say it'll b very hard for me cz i didnt study acc in form 4 n 5..y must me choose teacher n tour guide leh..i nt interest in tis 2 job..don hv others suggest?? then shut up la..no nid everyday force me..then my relative oso..keep ask..i oled say i wan study bt stil havent decide study wat course bt they stil wanna ask i study wat course..git si ngai..althought i everyday stay at home sleep n on9, bt i feel very stress..i noe i hv to face it bt my mind is blank..i don noe hw..cnt see my future..everytime my mom ask, i will go upstair..tis few day, when mom come bek frm work, i sengaja don go downstair cz i very scare she'll ask me agn..u all can suggest..i very welcome..bt plz don force me to decide..i tink i'll cincai pick a course..don care my sis say very difficult..jz pick it..i wanna gt out of tis topic fas fas..hate those feeling..and 1 more,i very scare i gt the worst spm result than both of my cousin..cz i'm the smartest among them..1 study in tamparuli..low standard a bit and another 1 nt so gud in study bt keep tuition..she hv many tuition..so i should gt better result among them..if i lose, realy very shame..every1 tink i gud in study among them..always compare our result since UPSR..and i'm the no.1..if fall,very very shame..no face